You may be losing hope right about now. You might be questioning, Where is God? Why hasn’t He healed or made my journey better or easier? Why hasn’t He healed my child?
I remember thinking those thoughts. I remember feeling the anxiety, grief, and fear over my son’s diagnosis.
When I was trying everything to get him to talk, to eat, to “look me in the eyes”, to want to leave the house..… And guess what?
One day I was having a bible study in my home with a few friends and that one thing I have heard OVER and OVER again spoke to me, “God is in Control”.
It was at that point that I felt such a relief and weight taken off of me. And I started to rely on His plan and not mine.
I started to pray about the things I couldn’t control.
What that did, was allow me to be set free. I didn’t give up trying things to help my son but I wouldn’t allow it to consume me and make me feel guilty it was all up to me, or that if I didn’t do things a certain way he wouldn’t thrive.
I know with all my heart, God’s plan is much bigger than mine.